Sunday 29 January 2017

POEM-Sir Francis Drake

A Poem
by Sir Francis Drake

The world's a bubble; and the life of man less than a span.
In his conception wretched; from the womb so to the tomb:
Curst from the cradle, and brought up to years, with cares and fears.
Who then to frail mortality shall trust,
But limns the water, or but writes in dust.
Yet, since with sorrow here we live oppress'd, what life is best?
Courts are but only superficial schools to dandle fools:
The rural parts are turn'd into a den of savage men:
And where's a city from all vice so free,
But may be term'd the worst of all the three?
Domestic cares afflict the husband's bed, or pains his head:
Those that live single, take it for a curse, or do things worse:
Some would have children; those that have them none; or wish them gone.
What is it then to have no wife, but single thralldom or a double strife?
Our own affections still at home to please, is a disease:
To cross the sea to any foreign soil, perils and toil:
Wars with their noise affright us: when they cease,
We are worse in peace:
What then remains, but that we still should cry,
Not to be born, or being born, to die.

Saturday 28 January 2017

EDGAR ALLEN POE

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow—
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream:
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand—
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep
While I weep—while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

Thursday 26 January 2017

Girl of the Immortals/KilalaKitty


It was a cool fall evening and the wind had picked up slightly as the day had come to a close. Clasping her jean jacket closer, she made her way to the five story building where the classes were held. She couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling she got as she crossed the street to the classroom building oddly named Shadow Hall. When she chose to enroll at Horizon University, she assumed it would be a little more…well lit maybe?
Teleri shook her head of the odd thoughts and just assumed it was the first night jitters. She made her way up the stairs to the administration office to get a map so she would know her way around. She saw a darkly dressed woman coming up the stairs in her direction. Teleri had never seen a woman so…stunning. Her golden blonde hair fell in waves around her head and her amber eyes literally pierced through you.
All she could do was stare in awe. Shaking her head, Teleri went to the administration office and got her official schedule and made her way to her first class. Throughout the evening she noticed that everyone in the university was stunningly beautiful or handsome just like the blonde woman. Teleri felt a little out of place.
When the night was over she made her way to her car and suddenly one of the handsome men in her class appeared before her out of nowhere. He had striking violet eyes and unnaturally white hair that oddly suited him.
“You shouldn’t come back here, “he said venomously.
“And why shouldn’t I?” Teleri demanded, standing her ground. The guy stepped closer to her and leaned near her ear.
“It’s not safe for you that’s why” he whispered in her ear.
Teleri, annoyed at that point, turned her back to put her books in her car. “Well I have you know..”she started, but the guy was nowhere to be seen. It was like he vanished into thin air.
The next night she decided to dress a little more like everyone else and chose a black suit to wear. She pulled her car into the parking lot and shut off the engine. Upon stepping out of her car, she realized she wasn’t alone. The guy from the night before stood there with several other striking students.
It only to a second for the guy to grab her by the throat and pull her into his chest. She felt a scream rise in her throat, but he covered her mouth.
“I told you it wasn’t safe to return,“ he rasped and with sharp fangs extending, he fiercely bit into her neck letting the blood trickle down.
The last thing Teleri saw was the group of students closing in, eyes ablaze and fangs extended. Then everything went black.
You see, what Teleri failed to know was that Horizon University was for vampires only. She truly was the girl of the immortals.

Wednesday 25 January 2017

J.R.R. Tolkien-One Ring


One ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them,

One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them.

Three rings for the Elven-kings under the sky,

Seven for the Dwarf-lords in their halls of stone,

Nine for Mortal Men doomed to die,

One for the Dark Lord on his dark throne

In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.

One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them,

One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them

In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.

Monday 23 January 2017

Maya ANGELOU/REFUSAL

Beloved,
In what other lives or lands
Have I known your lips
Your Hands
Your Laughter brave
Irreverent.
Those sweet excesses that
I do adore.
What surety is there
That we will meet again,
On other worlds some
Future time undated.
I defy my body's haste.
Without the promise
Of one more sweet encounter
I will not deign to die.

Do the Write Thing

Do The Write Thing

(25 lines, 160 words)


The Right Thing

What would you do
With a life in your hands?
Those begging eyes
Pleading for clemency
For an existence hanging in the balance.
So easy it would be
To let the knife drop
To let the bullet fly
Out of your control
Snuffing out another.
Would it satisfy you
To see the skin go pallid
The eyes glaze over
A carcass crumple to your feet?
Do you enjoy the thought
Of a mother weeping
A father distraught
A family rendered asunder
From your crime?
I pity you
The likes for which this decision is easy.
Just hope that if you ever find your life
In someone else’s hands
They know
The right decision to make.






















Do the Write Thing/Stephen Francis

Do The Write Thing

(25 lines, 160 words)


The Right Thing

What would you do
With a life in your hands?
Those begging eyes
Pleading for clemency
For an existence hanging in the balance.
So easy it would be
To let the knife drop
To let the bullet fly
Out of your control
Snuffing out another.
Would it satisfy you
To see the skin go pallid
The eyes glaze over
A carcass crumple to your feet?
Do you enjoy the thought
Of a mother weeping
A father distraught
A family rendered asunder
From your crime?
I pity you
The likes for which this decision is easy.
Just hope that if you ever find your life
In someone else’s hands
They know
The right decision to make.






















evelyn-ORIGIN

ORIGIN

written by: Evelyn
@sanepoet

We live in the small things;
The infinite blackness
Is more vast than the ocean.
We are naught
But a boat floating in the midst.
Not a word to be heard across the waters,
Not a hint of warmth to mask the chill
of the wind.
Riding on the waves,
Going against the flow,
Fast or slow;
No, there isn't much difference.
Everything gets back to the shore,
Dirtied by the sand, or
Fleshed out by the seagulls.
Things don't change.
Rivers to bring you home
Streams to cast you off
Cliffs to fall from
Lagoons to hide in;
They will take a bit of you
And alter your senses;
They break you into pieces,
They take your breath away
But we all go back
To where we used to be.
We have to turn still
But move a bit;
We spiral like the ripples,
We drown underneath.
At the center, we meet
The last point to seek;
The start and the finish
At the center, we meet.

Nothing Left To Live For

Nothing Left To Live For

Marina stared at the family photo. It was taped to her locker, and she was staring at the photo as if she could escape school, go home, and bring back her family if she stared hard enough. They all looked so happy in that photo. SHE looked so happy - the opposite of what she was now. 4 months ago, her parents and her older brother, died in a car crash. Even worse, Marina had gotten in a fight with her brother before he got in the car. She never got to tell him or their parents how much she loved them. Now she was living with her aunt Colleen. Aunt Colleen was nice, but she was never really family. She treated Marina like a stranger as if all she knew about Marina was her dead parents and brother. The only emotion aunt Colleen ever showed around Marina was sympathy. She hated that. She wanted to use her parents death as an excuse for "not feeling well," so she could escape school, but she didn't want everyone to give her sympathetic looks everywhere she went. But still, people looked at her with pity. She had no idea how they'd found out. "Hey, Marina," a voice behind her said. It was Sarah, who'd been her best friend since kindergarten. But even Sarah treated her like a poor little girl whom she felt sorry for. "Hi Sarah." Marina says flatly. Sarah gave her a fake smile. "Are you going to the cinema with me and Emily today?" Marina shrugged. "I'll take that as a yes," Sarah said forcefully. Marina nodded. After school, Emily drove her car over to pick Sarah and Marina up. "How're you doing, Marina?" Looking at her like she was a lost puppy. "I'm fine." Marina snapped. Emily glanced at Sarah, raising her eyebrows. "Someone's in a bad mood," Marina said nothing. Emily started the car. The three girls sat in silence for several minutes as Emily drove until Sarah broke the silence. "You know, Marina. . . You shouldn't have agreed to come with us if you didn't want to," Marina snapped. "I never agreed to come- you almost literally dragged me off to this stupid car-" "My car isn't stupid!" "-and I don't care about this stupid movie we're seeing-" "Can you just be quiet-" "I just want to go home!" By now Marina was tugging at the steering wheel. "No- Marina- stop you'll kill us all!" screamed Emily, trying to get the car off the sidewalk. Marina continued grabbing the wheel. "Take. Me. Home!" "Alright!" yelled Sarah. "We'll take you home- what a waste of time, we're going to miss the movie!" Emily still didn't turn back. "Emily, take her home," Said Sarah. "No, you shouldn't have dragged her with us in the first place and now she wants to go home and I'm not taking her home, we're already halfway there." Emily retorted. Running out of patience, Marina yanked the wheel to the right- and the car spun out of control, into the traffic. Everything was a blur.

RUFUS-SHORT STORY

RUFUS: Published 2016. 
Author: Stanley Wilkin



The dog looked out of the window staring grumpily at the persistent rain that was now forming murky puddles in the garden. Overhead, the grey clouds bunched, making darker, more threatening clusters. On the lawn, flowers were smashed against the grass. Rufus softly whined, lifting up his back leg and skilfully scratching his crutch, his soft eyes searching for his master. Whenever his master was away for more than three days the old dog began to fret. He’d mope like a disconsolate child, burying his head in his paws, sniffling and mewling.
Rushing figures, wrapped in macs, bearing umbrellas scuttled through the rain tumbling onto the pavements outside. None resembled his master. He began to growl.
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“Down from there, boy.” His mistress’s stern voice whipped the air whenever she was annoyed or anxious. Suddenly her voice became lighter. “He’s not coming back for another day, matey. Think of it. We can do whatever we want for another day. Cheer up, for god’s sake! You’ve been staring out of the window all morning! Pissing me off big time too!”
Judith sat before the TV, clutching a glass of red wine. She had just finished applying make-up and its pungent smells filled the room.  
“I love it when your master goes on one of his trips. Gives me a chance to do other things, Rufus, old lad.”
She put her lipstick away.
“When the cats away, the mice-or to be specific-mouse will play.”
Judith stood up and went over to the window. She gently placed a hand on Rufus’s head, stroking for a second his glossy brown fur. He suddenly stiffened and began to growl.
Swiftly, she pulled her hand away. Her blood-red finger nails glinted ominously.
“That’s it. I know you don’t like me even though I’m the one that feeds you every day and takes you to the vet when you’re poorly. Some gratitude!”
Rufus growled again, still staring out of the window. The rain was falling down heavier now. Mournfully, the old dog lay his head on his paws, closing his eyes.
“Well, when my new friend comes, you just behave yourself. No barking mind! No growling!”
Judith stood up and looked out again.
“He’s late.”
She turned back to Rufus.
“Why don’t you get down from there? Leaving your hairs everywhere.” She glared resentfully at the huge animal. “You’re bloody lucky to be here. You know that? If Al wasn’t such a fool I would have put you down years ago. You know what? I’d have enjoyed doing it too! I’d have loved to have seen them poke a needle up your hairy rump, your blank eyes close never to open again.”
She poured herself out another glass and nervously lit a cigarette. Al hated her smoking in the house, but as he was away it didn’t really matter. She’d make sure the odour was gone by the time he got back.
“He’s fucking late!”
She barely remembered Bob, as they’d met only twice. Last Tuesday when she’d left Al at home to work on his accounts, she’d gone into town for a few drinks by herself and to take in a movie. Afterwards, stopping to light a cigarette, rummaging through her handbag in gathering panic, Bob had approached, introduced himself and in a flash lit her cigarette. An immediate connection was thereby made. As she sucked on the long filter, they struck up a conversation, laughed at each other’s weak jokes and from there went for a drink in a nearby bar. After a satisfying hour together they arranged to meet the following Friday.
He picked her up in his company car, a lovely blue Metro, and after a nourishing meal they’d moved onto a bit of waste land for straight forward, no-regrets, no-obligation intercourse. It was pitch black, with a indicative array of empty cans, plastic bags, syringes, and bottles scattered everywhere.
 He hadn’t been the first. She didn’t care, as her husband bored her. Al was too interested in his career to spare any time for her.
Irritation had crept into her voice. She returned to her seat, sat down and immediately stood up again and stared out of the window. She went to the door, opened it, looking glumly out through the thick patina of water, throwing her cigarette out onto the grass.
“Maybe he’s not coming.” She snarled.
The rain fell against her face, creating a smooth mask of thin, grimy water. She noisily shut the door. Rufus, his ears curved upward in irritation, turned his long black and brown muzzle towards her. He kept his gaze upon her as if assessing her moral worth.  Slowly, methodically Rufus returned his gaze to the world outside.
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By early afternoon, the precipitation had grown even more volatile. Water fell out of the sky as if from a huge, barely controlled hose directed by an inebriated giant. Through the resulting blankets of rain, Bob eventually arrived. He parked his car in a deep puddle with the wheels pressed uncomfortably against the kerb. Combing his hair in the car mirror and checking his eyebrows, he leapt out of the car and bound up to her door. Already drenched, with rain hugging his reddened cheeks, he knocked twice. In a second Judith stood before him, a smile irradiating her plump, attractive face.
“Bob! Quick come on in!” She exclaimed.
Checking on her neighbours, turning her head from left to right, she pulled him guiltily inside. She fixed a kiss to his lips, her tongue energetically digging at the walls of his mouth. He broke away laughing. From the sofa, Rufus with narrowed eyes looked Bob up and down.
“My. You are hot today.” He gasped. “Let me take my coat off first. I just got out of the car but I’m already soaking!”
“I can’t wait!”
Placing his coat on the back of the nearest chair he grasped her roughly. Immediately, her hands were all over him, roaming over his body as if in the essential process of oiling a useful machine.  
Rufus slowly turned his huge head, lowered it, pricked up his ears and barked.
“Shush.” Judith said sternly. “Shush. “ She lowered her voice an octave.
“What’s with him?” Bob asked staring nervously at the fierce looking dog, its paws on the back of the living room sofa.
“He misses his master.” She grinned mischievously. “But I don’t.”
She took his hand and planted it on her breast.
“I don’t at all.”

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Judith grabbed Rufus by his collar and dragged him into the kitchen. The huge dog lowered his old head meekly, his spirit temporarily quenched. Busily, his mistress poured water into one bowl inscribed with his name and opening a can of fetidly aromatic dog’s meat she spooned it quickly into another while averting her nostrils.
“Bloody stinks. Bloody stinks.” She moaned. “I’d so love to get rid of you.”
She looked at him with mild but deliberate hatred as he pushed his snout into the second bowl gobbling up the mashed up horse meat and assorted pulped entrails.
“That will keep you busy.”
Judith noted, picking up a bottle of red wine and two glasses and sliding hurriedly out of the kitchen.

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Rufus listened to their laughter from the kitchen, lifting up his head as the mistress’s high-pitched squeals filled the house. He sniffed the air, hoping to detect his master’s powerful scents. Shaking his head vigorously, he returned to shovelling up the meat with his thick, agile tongue. Lapping up the water as well, he heard them climbing the stairs. Tap. Tap. He began to softly growl, following the tapping sound with his empty, unnerving eyes.
When they reached the bedroom, he forgot about his meal.
As the door was ajar, he levered it open with his snout and walked into the living room. Upstairs he could hear his mistress calling out.  He once more jumped up onto the sofa and in an agitated state stared out at the rain-soaked neighbourhood. He emitted long barely audible whines. As the noise upstairs increased, now turned into methodical bumping, he became even more agitated, leapt from the sofa and began walking around in circles. Twice he rushed to the bottom of the stairs, looked up and gave several high-pitched yelps.
Judith, having already reached her first coition of that long and very wet day, eased herself off the bed, slipped on her favourite pink slippers and went out onto the landing. There she stood unfettered in her voluminous nakedness, her breasts resting on her pink chest like over-made, over-large cream cupcakes and her hips swaying from the recent effort of love-making. Her tone of voice told Rufus that she was angry.
“What the hell is the matter with you, you stupid dog?”
She stepped down several steps, a single plump finger wagging up and down before him, causing him to back away, saliva falling from his half-open maw.  His whines increased.
“Shut the fuck up, you crazy old mongrel.”
She walked down two more stairs.
Rufus turned his head away, cowed by her white, unnatural flesh. He scrambled back onto the sofa.
“One more sound out of you, and I’ll throw you outside. Rain or no rain.” She wagged her finger again. “You mark my words.”
“Hey, hon.” Bob called from the bedroom. “What’s the matter? Ignore the bloody thing. Just come back here. I need you honey.” His voice became lower, although equally loud. “And what’s more, I ain’t finished yet.”
Judith laughed provocatively.
“Me neither.” She shouted back.
Judith turned on her heels, retracing her steps back to the bedroom where Bob was waiting lounging on the rose-patterned duvet. The light scuffling through the heavy clouds fell across his sun-burnt flesh, lingering on his self-satisfied smile. He put out his arms.
“Come here, gorgeous!” He demanded.
Giggling with all the abandoned, startled gusto of a happily promiscuous 16 year old, Judith rushed into his arms.

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For the next thirty minutes, Rufus leapt up onto the sofa then leapt off again. He walked continuously around in circles. His whines increased in intensity and duration. The noise coming from the bedroom grew much louder. It grew more intrusive.
Confused and anxious, Rufus began ascending the stairs.
Before the otherwise-occupied couple realised, Rufus was standing in the room, snuffling the air. A jumble of disturbing smells assaulted his nostrils. Judith’s plump arms floated over Bob’s back as his slim rump bobbed up and down above her. His senses jumbled, Rufus began barking. The sound stung the air, reverberating darkly. Bob yelped, echoing Rufus’s much louder, grimmer din, falling off the bed in alarm. Rufus began to snarl, displaying his long canines with the angry purpose of his murderous forbears.
“What the fuck?” Bob screeched.
Judith abruptly sat up, glaring at the stubborn old dog who stared back at her with equal venom.
“My god. What is your fucking problem, you stupid dog?”
She bellowed making no attempt yet again to conceal her nakedness.
She loped off the bed, and strode towards him. The odours she emitted confused Rufus even more. He vigorously shook his head trying to bat away the acerbic smells. Feeling threatened, he exposed even more of his long, curved, yellow fangs and advanced upon her. She stopped. His appearance worried her.
“Get him downstairs, love. Now!” Bob stridently ordered. “What the hell is he doing up here? Get him out!”
Rufus turned towards him. He moved slowly in Bob’s direction. Suddenly aware of his naked defencelessness, Bob grabbed at the duvet.
“Kick him out, Judith! What’s the matter with him?”
“I don’t know.”
“I’ve never seen a dog act like that. Where’d you find him? Is he one of those bull mastiffs or something? He ain’t normal. What’s he doing running around loose?”
She shook her head.
“I’ll get him downstairs before he does something stupid. I’ve never seen him like this before. I don’t understand it myself.”
“I don’t like the way he’s looking at me, I can tell you that!”
Now close to him, she grabbed at Rufus’s collar. The dog twisted his head backwards jerking her off her feet. She struck the floor with a loud slap, her legs up in the air. Against his better judgement, Bob began to laugh. High-pitched, the sound rose incrementally filling the room. Even more confused by all the noise and movement, Rufus closed his jaws on Judith’s leg. She screamed. Lightening cut across the darkening sky.

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“Get off! Get off!” She screamed as Rufus gnawed through the flesh, blood covering his jaw. “Bob, get him off me.”
Rufus shook her leg as if she were prey that he’d stalked and taken down in a distant forest, intent perhaps on eating it alive. His eyes were stubbornly focussed on her fat, yielding flesh. Judith’s blood began to spurt, covering the bed and floor, as Rufus’s teeth dug in deeper.
Beating at her pet’s head, Judith screamed:
“Help me, Bob!”
“I’ll do what I can.” He replied in a state of panic himself, fixed on the ugly sight before him. .
With trembling hands, he grabbed at his trousers, draped on the back of a chair, and hastily slipped them on. He’d had brief if terrifying visions of emasculation.
“Hold on!” He shouted hopelessly.
Although a muscular man, in the fashion of the day, he spent most of his time behind a desk sorting out figures and invoices. Physical challenges, a fight, a near accident, climbing mountains, travelling through jungles and gorges, occurred rarely in his life. His reactions were confined to a habitual absorption in interesting TV programmes, brief excursions to the gym and evenings in charming restaurants. Although adultery was one of his recreational passtimes, it seldom involved him in unusual activity. Fighting feral dogs was new to him!
Bravely, he grabbed Rufus’s head. In response, the angry dog bit down deeper, now reaching bone. Bob, drenched in Judith’s thick spurts of blood backed away.
“I’ll get a knife. Kill the bastard!”
He immediately rushed out, ran downstairs and into the kitchen. Pulling open the drawers one by one, he found a long, serrated kitchen knife. He ran back upstairs, raising the knife in the air for immediate use. Once there, he saw that Judith’s eyes were closing. Hesitating for several seconds as he had never killed anything before, he plunged the knife into Rufus’s hunched shoulders several times.
Rufus refused to let go even as his right side weakened and collapsed. He again bit into the bone. At that very point, Judith passed out.
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Al arrived home earlier than expected. His company had decided to change his flight, booking an earlier one so he could deal with problems in the office. Worn out, he was pleased to be back. Berlin was even wetter and colder than London at that time of year. Snow flurries had seen him off from the airport. Rain had greeted him upon his arrival at Heathrow. Picking up his car in Heathrow carpark, he sped home eager to see both his dog and his wife. He loved them equally, but, sometimes, perhaps Rufus a little more.
Light dripped from the front of the house, filling every window with white, blank lustre. Al glanced at his watch wondering why at 11 there seemed so much activity. He could hear the TV even while standing in the garden fiddling in his jacket pocket for his keys. Opening the door, he was immediately curious as to why Rufus wasn’t rushing to greet him. He couldn’t even hear his semi-permanent whine. For such a vast animal, Rufus could be so infantile in his attitudes and behaviour. Always demanding affection! Always moping!
Entering the house, he was met with silence.
He took off his overcoat, threw it on the sofa, and looked around. The stillness was strange and bewildering.
“Judith!” He called.
There was no reply. He scratched his head and strode into the kitchen where he expected to find Rufus at least.
“Rufus!” He called.
Rufus’s bowls were empty with fresh food clinging to the rim of one and a tiny pool of discoloured water in the bottom of the other.
Clang! Something crashed against the floor in the room above. Startled, he quickly left the kitchen and rushed to the stairs, peering up. There was another sudden clang and a low mewling sound.
“What the hell’s happening? Where are they?”
Slowly, nervously, he walked up the stairs and onto the landing. Once there, he was struck by a bitter smell coming from the bedroom. A cold breeze swept over him. With moist hands, he stepped cautiously into the room. At first the fierce lights affected his perception, objects congealed into one, then he saw his wife, her inert body lay by their bed surrounded by web-like rivulets of thick congealing blood.  The colour drained from his face as swaying he grabbed hold of the door to steady himself. His stomach churned like a man caught in a powerful storm, rolling repetitively on an uneven turbulent sea. He turned, throwing up onto the landing. His vomit, a lurid mixture of undigested pork and pasta, sank into the carpet, clutching at each fibre.
“Oh, fuck!” He screamed.
From the other side of the bed came a steady, purposeful shuffle and Rufus’s bloody snout emerged from behind the duvet. Drops of red dripped from each nostril, surrounding his huge blank eyes.
“Rufus boy.” He cried, briefly relieved.
He stepped forward to grasp him.
“You’re bleeding!”
Rufus looked up at his beloved master, crawled nearer and deposited Judith’s half-eaten leg at his feet. He snorted, and put out his tongue to lick his master’s hand.







Seamus Heaney

OTTER


When you plunged
The light of Tuscany wavered
And swung through the pool
From top to bottom.

I loved your wet head and smashing crawl,
Your fine swimmer's back and shoulders
Surfacing and surfacing again
This year and every year since.

I sat dry-throated on the warm stones.
You were beyond me.
The mellowed clarities, the grape-deep air
Thinned and disappointed.

Thank God for the slow loadening,
When I hold you now
We are close and deep
As the atmosphere on water.

My two hands are plumbed water.
You are my palpable, lithe
Otter of memory
In the pool of the moment,

Turning to swim on your back,
Each silent, thigh-shaking kick
Re-tilting the light,
Heaving the cool at your neck.

And suddenly you're out,
Back again, intent as ever,
Heavy and frisky in your freshened pelt,
Printing the stones.

Sunday 22 January 2017

michael shea-poem

written by: Michael Shea
@calmsbehaviour

I get to talking to those who also write poetry and they’re like
“Hey man I wrote this piece over a week or so and I’d like to know what you think”,
and I wonder what it is that I do that’s different to them?
I mean I write poetry too but it’s not like I plan it or think about my piece,
I just start when I feel the vibe and let it out. It’s like it’s not even mine.
Where do these words come from I say to myself and yet here I am thinking about a piece,
which in turn is about the pieces of me that I don’t think about, and trying to fathom
What they mean.
Poetry to me is like a conversation with the moment, as it happens in a free form flow that
emanates from a place within me or without. A place without time, now and then or so it would
seem.
Here I go again letting go, I think I thought this out and yet the words begin to pop from places I don’t plan and link in ways beyond design.
This is like communicating with you in a way that I can extemporise in a manner you may hear without judgement, akin to having a puppet on my hand. “Oh they say it’s just a poem”
I say what you say isn’t so, it’s not that way, at least not the way I meant, no not so grand. “He did it again” I hear you groan.
I look back at my works which I must say I never to this day have learnt to quote and think how did that happen?
To me poetry is rhythm and rhyme in tempo set to a time that canters and gallops symbolically sublime. It produces such images that conjure up fragrance of a wispy lost memory trapped forever in your mind, there for all time.
The verbose usage of soliloquy with the thoughts that I speak that seem to fall off of me are capped by the act of thinking.
Were I to concentrate hard on the words and their meanings, to tie them together seems contrived which to me is deceiving; unless I’m drinking.
Lyrical limericks of strings attached to weblike contrails in my mind dissipate with regularity, I know you think I planned this but this stuff just falls out with razor-sharp clarity.
Is that a poem? Is the ability to inanely demonstrate a unique innate trait to make words rhyme with consistency that makes many irate? That wasn’t intended but happened again and unless I consciously correct it, where will it end? Yes you guessed it, I know not when, it happened yet again.
I guess I’m trying to say that for me a poem speaks about the trivialities of life, “no” you say “poetry must be about the big issues of love and pain” and yet are not the simple things in life what consumes us all?
Is not the gentle convolutions on a dew covered petal, which once viewed captures your mind if only a moment the quintessential moment of it all?
Is not the wonder of a bird in flight, so fast and yet so swiftly perfect in its directness an arrow to your heart, no matter how cold or hard a voice within you speaks the truth.
I wrote the title of this piece before I started thinking it was about me, and how it is that I create my works, and yet here we are questioning how it is the little things. That thing you do.

ORIGIN

ORIGIN

written by: Evelyn


We live in the small things;
The infinite blackness
Is more vast than the ocean.
We are naught
But a boat floating in the midst.
Not a word to be heard across the waters,
Not a hint of warmth to mask the chill
of the wind.
Riding on the waves,
Going against the flow,
Fast or slow;
No, there isn't much difference.
Everything gets back to the shore,
Dirtied by the sand, or
Fleshed out by the seagulls.
Things don't change.
Rivers to bring you home
Streams to cast you off
Cliffs to fall from
Lagoons to hide in;
They will take a bit of you
And alter your senses;
They break you into pieces,
They take your breath away
But we all go back
To where we used to be.
We have to turn still
But move a bit;
We spiral like the ripples,
We drown underneath.
At the center, we meet
The last point to seek;
The start and the finish
At the center, we meet.